Fed up…as per…

I am so sick of being tired all day, resisting as much as I can not to “nap”, then when it gets to 9pm or so, feeling so tired I could sleep for a month, then “BOOM”, my brain fully engages in what ever it decides to, to prevent me from switching off and going to sleep.

We bought a new bed recently, and I haven’t even spent one night in it yet. I’m getting so effed of with it, its getting me down.

My brain wants to shutdown at the wrong times, and insist on keeping me awake when I should be sleeping.

“ARRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!”

I’ve tried sleep aids and they do feck all, I’ve tried drinking alcohol to make me pass out and that doesn’t seem to work (properly) either.
I’m fed up of it now, all I want to be able to do is switch off, go to a nice warm bed and go asleep without waking until morning (and not disturbing anybody else with (perhaps lol) snoring)….

 

Where have I been???

If you been over to RBCJ-Hub lately, you will have seen a post where I touched briefly about how everything about the site etc has suffered due to ill health.

I thought I would update in more detail as to the situation.

A couple of weeks ago, I woke up struggling to breath, and every time I tried to walk anywhere, I had severe pains in my chest and side causing me to quickly get out of breath.

Panicking, I asked my wife to ring 101. The paramedic arrived and did all the routine checks etc, after about 10 minutes the ambulance crew arrived and after a short conflab with the paramedic, they decided to give me gas and air to relieve the pain, alongside codeine & paracetamol.

The pain subsided enough for me to board the ambulance and be taken to Barnsley General Hospital.
On the way, I asked what the problem could be (as rather stupidly, I left it and left it thinking it was a chest infection, lesson learned!).
Of course, they could only speculate with the symptoms I had described.

Waiting in A&E for what seemed like an eternity with my brother (god bless him for coming and meeting me at hospital) I was told I needed several blood tests.
I can’t really say what I thought, but to put it politely, I thought “Oh dear”.
After 35 years, this was my first ever blood test, and I’m scared of needles…
Now I will just clarify something, I say I am scared of needles and certainly the first thing the doctor said,
“How can you be scared of needles when you have tattoos?”, and simply my reply was, “I was pissed!”

In short, throughout the course of the day, I had 8 needles! (not much to some, but enough for me).
Trying to get blood from my wrists to test blood gases (or something like that) and blood from my arms. The reason I had so many, was, well, in short they couldn’t find a suitable vein lol…

After spending 10 and a half hours in hospital (A&E (Accident and Emergency) and AMU (Acute medical unit)) I was sent home. Yey…or not.

The suspicion of blood clots was believed to be the cause of everything, but they could not confirm this at that moment.
As they suspected blood clots, they had to treat me as such and start treatment right away to get a “head start”. In addition, I had to go to DVT for a daily blood test to monitor my INR (international normalized ratio).
Click here for more information on INR.
My INR was very low, 1.1 in fact, my therapeutic range is between 2-3. My blood was too thick, so I was given a regular (daily) injection into my stomach of Clexane. Great, more needles…

After a week or so of this action being taken, I had to have a scan on my lungs which involved laying flat on a ‘table’ and have a very noisy ‘polo mint’ type machine scan my lungs after they had injected me with a special (radioactive) dye.
The medical staff’s suspicion was confirmed. I have indeed got blood clots on both my lungs and I had suffered a Pulmonary Embolism.

Anyway…Having overcome my fear of needles (and pretty bloody quickly! (no pun intended)), as mentioned, I now have to attend regular blood tests to continue monitoring my INR, and continue on a prescribed anti-coagulant ‘Warfarin’.
So far my INR has fluctuated from 1.1 to 4.0 over the last month, but at least I am only having to go to hospital about once or twice a week now.

So, there you have it. My month in a nutshell…
Despite the seriousness of the condition, I am quite well in myself. I have a few pains and twinges now and again, occasionally I have to walk with a stick to support myself if I get breathless when I’m out and about, but other than that I am fine.

Just as a side note, after 6 months I have to be screened for something called “Factor 5 Leiden“, which is a genetically inherited blood disorder. It basically means, my blood is trying constantly to clot.

Bah Humbug(ish)

I seem to be having this conversation every
fking year! Read this post if you don’t
believe me: http://www.rbcsoftware.me.uk/?p=597
For (hopefully) the last time. In short, I do not regret Christmas,
for the traditional values, not for the hyped up commercial shit
that gets rammed down our throats!
Read more Bah Humbug(ish)

Wow, what a month!

So far, September has been quite a busy month, which means yet again, I have got precisely frig all done for anything online!

Well, I do tell a lie :op
I have streamlined the site in relation to cutting down the useless and obsolete plugins.
I’m looking at advertising for volunteers to help run the various parts of RBCSoftware Online so I can get cracking on other things, such as my offline projects like Fetch!

So what else is new?
Well not exactly new, but more of an event. On Sunday the 26th of September, my brother, Ian and I are off to Birmingham for the annual Games Workshop event ‘Games Day’.
Its going to be a retro nostalgia trip for me, I havent been to this event for ages and although I dont follow the Fantasy Role Play gaming scene, its nice to look back.
I will be taking a few snaps which will appear on here in good time.
For those not familiar with Games Workshop and Games Day, visit http://www.games-workshop.co.uk.

Anyway, I’m off to flash my PSP now…toodle pip!

Where does the time fly…?

Strange, no matter how long you have a holiday for, you still could do with a week more.
I certainly ain’t no stranger to this!

So far, project wise, I have done diddly squat.

One of my goals in this holiday, was to get Fetch’s website up and running…this still sits in maintenance mode!

Although, to be fair, I have made a lot of progress into the Fetch project itself, and although that the Alpha release is about 1 month overdue, (surprise, surprise) the whole application is looking good.

Also, a major thing (hopefully) about to change, is my employer.
I’ve been wanting to get into support work, and work with adults with complex needs and learning disabilities, and finally a break has come my way and (fingers crossed) I should hear something about it soon.

For now, I am hungry, so I’m going to feed!

I’m on my new Broadband! Yey!

Yey!, Talk talk now active.
Sky can kiss my arse!
Time for sarcasm…
“Oh Mr Jones, I’m Mr TalkAlotofBollox from Sky Broadband, your line will not support speeds over 1.6mb without bending you over and screwing you senseless, whilst charging you £17.00 a month for a fictitious line upgrade, and even then your line will only support 1.6mb anyway”

Guess what, I get 6months free (£6.99 thereafter) with line supporting 3.2mb speed, with 40gb bandwidth limit (more than enough for me)!
So to Sky, I bless you for trying, but I would formally ask you to pukka-up, and kiss my furry fat arse!
God night god bless and don’t forget to tip your waitress!